December 8th, 2009


Dunno Man!

What the hell...

Time was I would be one of the first (if not the first) guys on the floor at the office. Typically between 6:00 and 7:00 in the morning. Lately though, I just don’t give a shit. For that matter, I couldn’t give two shits.

Feeling funky lately. I know part of this is the holiday time, never a good time for your T’s. Don’t wanna leave my apartment. Been up since 5:00 (it’s now after 7:00). Got my clothes out. Got my bag packed to head out the door. But here I sit, at the computer, drinking coffee, listening to the news (NPR), in my robe, not even having showered yet.

Blue funk. But why? I have nearly every thing I want. Certainly have every thing I need. And more. Dunno.

My life rhythm feels broken, though. Even the day-to-day stuff is hard. Does that make sense? It does to me.

I’m sure it is temporary. But man, I am challenged to get anything accomplished.

I’m thinking I probably need a ROAD TRIP! Or something.

One way or another, something has gotta give.

Beyond The Beyond

Beyond the Beyond is Bruce Sterling’s blog over at

I still have a great deal of respect for the man as an author. Being one of the defining authors of cyberpunk and all. One of my favorite sub-genres of science fiction.

I used to find his blog quite interesting and engaging as well. Emphasis on USED TO. Dunno, maybe his current stuff is over my head, or maybe I’ve just lost interest. Whatever... I just cannot devote any time to it. Not that I have recently anyway.

Seems like ever since he had that professorship at a University in California... I started to lose it there.

Inquiring minds want to know and all that...

Off to work I go.