Time was I would be one of the first (if not the first) guys on the floor at the office. Typically between 6:00 and 7:00 in the morning. Lately though, I just don’t give a shit. For that matter, I couldn’t give two shits.
Feeling funky lately. I know part of this is the holiday time, never a good time for your T’s. Don’t wanna leave my apartment. Been up since 5:00 (it’s now after 7:00). Got my clothes out. Got my bag packed to head out the door. But here I sit, at the computer, drinking coffee, listening to the news (NPR), in my robe, not even having showered yet.
Blue funk. But why? I have nearly every thing I want. Certainly have every thing I need. And more. Dunno.
My life rhythm feels broken, though. Even the day-to-day stuff is hard. Does that make sense? It does to me.
I’m sure it is temporary. But man, I am challenged to get anything accomplished.
I’m thinking I probably need a ROAD TRIP! Or something.
One way or another, something has gotta give.