Haven’t been all that productive this week. Been in some sort of funk…
Maybe because *nooooooooooooooooooooo* I’m not working and I sort of miss the social aspects of holiday time at the office? Dunno. I always thought a lot of that shit was so superficial and contrived. On the part of management, I mean. Most of the folks in the trenches were sincere enough. Tough to explain I guess. I can’t really articulate it.
And after reading (and hearing) about some folks holiday gatherings at work, I really can’t say that I miss that shit either. *laughs*
I’m not really depressed, or unhappy. Just in a funk. Maybe a little bored. Restless. I mean I stay busy most days. Just not this week. Not sure what is up with that.
And I don’t think at this point, I’m ready (or willing or maybe even able) to work in corporate life. I feel like I’ve done my time. But I’m too young to retire really. So I need to find something else to do, eh? I’m working on it.
I’ve made positive changes this year. Major ones. I’ll have to focus at least some of my attention on that. Next year. *grins*
Thought about going out tonight. Stopped into Subway and got a sandwich. After I ate I cruised the watering hole I’ve been known to hang out in.
Annnnnnnnnnnd I just cruised right on by and came home. Out of the habit? Just didn’t feel right. After I got back to la casita, I told myself I could go back out if I wanted to. Still could I guess. I mean it’s only just after midnight right now. And I think I’ll just keep it parked right here at home. Get to bed at a fairly decent hour and I’ll be up for daylight.
Wasn’t that long ago I was nocturnal. Or damned close. All the people I was hanging out with seemed to be either night workers or night owls. I’ve just got my schedule turned back around to as close to normal as I’m likely to get. *laughs*